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due to recent events, this live journal is Friends Only.
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| WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?
Friday afternoon nice and warm....go to bed for work- wake up- COLD
what the fuck man....its not regularly like that....damnit -------------------------------------------------------------------- so yesterday Lobar Yaken and i went to the renn fair..... my god all mighty i was Hawt!!!!! I got a corset....and guess what....I HAVE BOOBIES
and a waist....
it looks very good on me- very nice and very simply done....
felt kinda bad for yaken...he went and couldnt find a good trenchcoat in leather....
i liked the feel of the fair (i love it every year) one of the good things im ganna miss when i go
pictures of me in corset coming soon ^_^ | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| so it would seem my Sundays are open... as much as i hate to admit it the drama between Fenny and lobar is over.... and in the end they are "split up" as it were. well its always the kids that suffer (small joke aw well if you don't get it)
Yaken has work.... Fawn doesn't want to hang out whilst on her period... i think we scared her off..... Fenris has a dog to take care of and i have to work on getting more hours at work (right now i'm only working 3 days)
i got to look for another job...
speaking of work i have been with Allied Barton for almost a year....woot
*sighs* not so happy celebration..... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Politics
so im at a crossroads- simply put i have done research and found something....well big suprise.... that i was shocked to find about the republican canadates.....more precicly palin.
and strangly its not becouse of that whole row vs wade or people telling me we will be set back 100 years or that she eats babys (seriously man im kinda shocked on that one XD)
no this shock came in the form of a book....a childrens book....
if you ever read Daddy's Roommate, its a book for children descussing why a child has 2 daddys... and how its NORMAL. they do the same things as regular parents do.... sometimes even more close than normal familys (some familys are not still together) but it teaches the children who have parents of the same sex that they are normal.... let me refrase that- kids who have 2 fathers or 2 mothers are NORMAL.... there is nothing wrong with them.
my shocker came when palin in 1995 saw this book in the library and asked that it be destroyed- when asked if she ever read it she stated she didnt need to read that stuff
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now let me pull you back to my life a little bit. i have a wonderful mother and father who are still together.... they accept just about every living thing about me... they know im a fur, they know about my addiction to cloth...they know how i can be weird at times.... they know about my otakudom- they accept me for me....to them, I am normal.
if there is anything i learned in this life and being a Furry is that there is color of flesh.... there is color of veriaty.... there is color within the world.... this color includes the gay and lesbian..... this means 95% of the furry fandom is gay/bi. i have met just about every form of steriotypical gay....from the shy timid twink to the burly brusk bear. i dont think of this as weird.... if anything i enjoy meeting new furs.... if anything to find out what type of person they are....
ive MET sibe....hell i had drinks with him, I fell in love with Nexxus.... sat and shot the shit with Eric Blumrich... (damn if you only knew his art you would be shitting houses) i saw things in this fandom that cant be unseen.... when the world trade center towers went down, i was on IRC hearing Uncle Kage (at the time rogue) .....expressing his anger..... i was there for tumbles the stair dragon.... i met furs....and will contenue to meet furs of all origins.... gay, straight, bi.... does not matter- they are normal...NOT an abomination against "God"
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back to my original topic..... she wouldnt even read the book- just ask that it be destroyed.... and that my friends is a bigiot
she later said in 2008 that she was not someone involved in cencership......
censership against Gays.....
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i dont know if this will make me change my vote- but i have no tolorance for those who have no tolorance against gays....
I Am Furry..... Allong with that comes the good and the bad. but dont destroy something that teaches kids they are normal....if anything these days kids need to feel as if they ARE normal.... they are like everyone else
kids can be so cruel once they find a weakness somewhere.... school is a good example of this
-Axie Out | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| pain.....absolute pain.....
this morning after sleeping for a while i woke up to a call from lobar saying "sorry i ruined yesterday- let me make it up to you- movie today"
i hadnt seen a movie since the dark night.....hell yeah i wanted to go - so i piled in the car- went to mcdonalds and ate with jasmine, megam and adam.... we /b/ed for a while....tried to play rockband 2 but this was just not the way today so we decided- movie..... we saw religioulus at town square...... goawd damn i love the theaters there- so lush, so clean.....very nice
movie was funny- afterwords we wantered around town square and then headed home
now to the pain- i twisted my ankle.... and charlie horsed it- i cant walk fast....and am in pain every time i walk on it
its like my foots on fire and held up by knifes.... | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| so if you havent noticed i am not in texas.... wooo big suprise.... short version is this: Nexxus's mother passed away thursday.... he is currently heading to indiana. now for those of you who have a webspace or website on his server furnation.com dont worry- we got enough to pay for the server fee but hes ganna be out of town when its due so basically it went to a paypal account.... Charlette Ann Robertson lived 67 years on this earth, she only married once and was able to bring into this world my Nexxus, Jessie James Alvin Robertson.... she had NO enemies (which in this day and age is rare in and of itself) she will be missed ill be going to see nexxus once this is all over with (i wanted to go to the funeral- but he didnt want me there....said too much drama) so ill be at oklacon (word of warning to all those in oklahoma XD) we sent flowers...... if anything....right now i just want to be there for him..... talk about things with him...... you truly never grow up until you outlive your parents. because then you dont have your parents to fall back on.... sure you have friends but in the end do your friends do the same things your parents do....blood is thicker than water.... its time we all grow up.....stop acting like kids....im sick of neverland...
im going to bed..... | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
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gawd damn it why is it not feb yet..... and yes they will has miles edgeworth.....
TAKARAZUKA+PHEONIX WRIGHT=MY OTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it bad that im more anticipated about this than my own wedding? | comments: Leave a comment  |
| the asthma attack finally happend.....charlette robertson is now in peace.... i got a call while asleep saying she died at about 4:35pm....
nexxus is on his way to indiana.....
my beloved....stay strong.... remember.... this is her decision.... she wanted release from the pain..... its not your fault....
if you have parents....hug them and hold them close....if you dont- you have my respect
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| i canceled my trip to texas......... sadly nexxus's mother was taken off life support..... the next asthma attack.....will be her last. monday she called nexxus saying she wanted the pain to end. even while writing this im crying.... he, knowing she made this decision while contious and knowing..... doesnt mean hes too pleased
so i will not be in texas this weekend.....
her days are literally numbered..... i wanted to go to be with him but he said he didnt want me there- said his family might attack me.... they dont like that theres a 15 year difference between us.... says im after his money and im a gold digger....couldnt be further than the truth.....
fear not my texas friends....i will be in texas the 27th and 28th..... come and see me then- i might have Zzyzx (my dollfie) as well
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| you will be taken by me who will take you home
 who is this man? who dares sit in Zzyzx's seat? its none other than Heathers Teddy. im borrowing him until my dollfie comes in.....hes such a cuddle slut.
i do hope Zzyzx comes soon.... teddys nice to cuddle with but i kinda wish for my own dollfie
i do like posing him in pheonix wright poses... and hes frilly so he can be a von karma.....
im ganna try to sleep some before the fur meet | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| You only get to know the questions if you promise to do this meme in your journal. Comment and I'll send you the questions
> 1. Fenris > 2. Xanaphia > 3. Nexxus > 4. Cougar Bait > 5. Rich > 6. Megam > 7. Heather > 8. Jasmine > 9. Matt > 10. Rich > 11. Jasmine > 12. Heather > 13. Matt > 14. Jason > 15. Niles > 16. Jason > 17. Shinku > 18. Megam > 19. Lobar > 20. Lobar > 21. Fenris > 22. Xanaphia > 23. Rich > 24. Sakura > 25. Lauren > 26. Alan > 27. Nexxus > 28. see 27 > 29. see 28 > 30. Obey Gravity. its the law | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| for fucks sake stop calling me "the furry" i never liked it to beguin with. it gets on my nerves every time im considered as the something or other.....
stop
call me axeonos or erin... | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| google G1
so mom dad and i are all getting G1s for christmas....and apparently they come out oct 22....the second ones (the better ones) come out in november so i think we are going to wait till november.... its a 2 year contract but i think we will manage
happy birthday mother.... | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| presenting the newest member of the family, Max. mom got a Cockapoo (cross between a cocker spaniel and poodle) hes sooo very quiet..... and doesnt eat unless your sitting next to him....strange puppy is strange....anyways hes brown and white. mom picked the name so i just call him maxamillion gallactica dad calls him maxi pad
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| | my furcode.....okay so they didnt have an option for human.....humans arnt exactly a well known furry species.....but hey i did make it.....so neah | comments: Leave a comment  |
|  saw this as nexxus's fail face and just about died laughing....
good news is its fixed- his webcam that is....and screen saver.... | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| i downloaded google crome.....and i must say from what ive been playing around with i am impressed.....havent gotten all the bugs out yet (cant find the home button) but i like what im seeing ^_^
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